Hello, are you out there??

A wise woman once asked me (yesterday) "Megan, all your friends are getting married...doesn't that make you feel bad?"

To answer that question...its a toss up, yes and no, black and white, or however you want to answer it. No, I'm not mad, sad, or angry that my friends are getting married. That is great, I am so happy for them, (and hope they invite lots of single guys to the wedding), and sometimes it does bother me, because most of the time, I do go to these weddings alone or with girl friends. Yes, because I just sit and wonder, where is my happiness, my prince is armor (or fat boy in tin foil), my Micheal Hosea....

BUT, everything has a plan and reason behind it. Maybe I'm not meant to meet the man of my dreams at this moment in life, maybe I'm suppose to meet them 2 years down the road, 5 years or maybe even 10...I have a feeling God knows what he is doing, just because I don't, doesn't mean I should get impatient in the matter.

If the wise woman would have said that last year at this time, I would have thought differently. I would have felt bad, and even yelled at the good man above for making me wait so long. But it's not Megan's world, it's God's.

This following verse is so true. When I finally fall in love, it's going to be love, not lust. It's going to be 99% perfect....1 Corinthians 13:4-5 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking ...

This last year of my life, has really been a hard one for me personally. Most people (and even some of my close friends) doesn't know what I've went through, and most will never know, but know there is a God who loves you, and won't stop loving you...he will never give up nor forsaken you (pretty sure that's a bible verse). 

Lori 'Lolo' Jones is one of my personal heroes, because I am like her in so many ways. No, I can't jump over 100 hurdles in 2 seconds, but we have one thing common. I look up to her in so many ways. (If you want to read more about her, just click her name) Another lady I look up to is Mo Isom, who was a LSU soccer player. She influences me daily. 

I'll end with this....wait for Mr. Right, not Mr. Right now....because Mr. Right-Now, will leave you for his Mrs. Right.

Bingo...

Sucks! I never win!

Amazing, how that happens!

So, I get up early this morning as I always do...I get in my car and go to leave because I had PT at 7:45...I don't remember leaving the radio station on 91.7, but it was on there this morning...

I get in my car, and Britt Nicole's song "Walk on Water" is on...i suggest you listen to it if you haven't....but, anyway, the first words I hear of the song, "what are you waiting for? What do you have to lose....you were for more, don't be afraid to lose because faith is all it takes to walk on the water too."

I pondered that for a while, because lately I have done Megan's way, and it sure isn't working! What am I waiting for? A bright light, piano dropping on my head? What is holding me back from doing God's duty? Then my bitterness came out, oh yeah, no good job, bills....I'm struggling down here God!

Then after this the song God's not dead came on...I pondered again, I know your not dead God....but I still don't know what you want me to do?

Anyways, my morning was interesting, after arguing with God's but then understanding....I know I'm no where near the person I need to be, but me and God are working on it!

To see through the eyes of a child.

Tonight I was reading the paper...The Sun Herald to be exact (on-line). I saw a title Children covered in feces...I was like, wow, they are talking about Africa in a Mississippi new papers...BOY, was I wrong.
(http://www.wlox.com/story/16622584/police-arrest-mother-kids-covered-in-feces)
There is the website...
This lady allowed her 4 children to be in there own poo and pee, for days, and left a baby strapped in a car seat with spoiled milk. To me, that tells me, she DOESN'T CARE!




James 1:17 Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change.

These children are a gift from God, and this woman is treating them like they are a dead armadillo on the side of the road, but, I was thinking to myself. I would love to have them children...even other adults will love to have those children. It really erks me that there is people in the world that would do this to little children who doesn't know any better. A 3 month old drinking spoiled milk is ridiculous. I bet the dogs ate better then the kids in that house. I have a friend who has been trying to have kids for years...and when I say years, I mean like 5 or 6 years. It makes me irrational that these girls will flat-back, but then do not take the responsibility when the so called "mistake" is done. I'm sorry but a baby...a human being...is not a mistake, and never will be in my book. I really hope these children get adopted into a nice home, and never has to go back to that god-forsaken woman that they have for a mom.

“A child needs both to be hugged and unhugged. The hug lets her know she is valuable. The unhug lets her know that she is viable. If you’re always shoving your child away, they will cling to you for love. If you’re always holding them closer, they will cling to you for fear.” -Billy Graham

It takes more then an edited picture to make someone Beautiful.

You can do alot with a photo by editing it.

The picture above was before I edited it.

The picture below is after I edited it.

Notice the difference...

What changed?

Brown to blue eyes.

High Lights.

Lip color.

flawless skin.

Skinnier face.

Tan.

Psalm 139:14

I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.

What does that mean??

Well it means you are created in the image of God.

And, I don't know if you know it, but God doesn't make any junk either.

Every person is unique...kind of like a snowflake.

No two people are the same.

Personalities,

looks,

attitude,

etc.

We're all different.

When God sees you, he sees a masterpiece.

Someone he made in the womb,

hand-crafted and molded,

and when you look in the mirror you should know the Lord doesn't make mistakes.

I'll give you tip...write this verse down on an index card, sheet of paper, restaurant napkin. Then tape it to a place you see everyday...i.e. bathroom mirror, front door, on roof above bed...as a reminder of how much God loves you and cares for you.

To the world you might be an ugly piece of trash, but to the Lord you are a work of art.

-Meg

Hope you have Grahams of Moore fun on a Breesy day!

So, life lately has been interesting to say the least. LSU lost, the Saints lost, I'm losing fantasy basketball....this stinks!

I cried when the Saints lost....it hurt my heart so much.

Rollercoster....when I say that what do you think of? I think about my life. How it's up, and then down, and repeats that cycle over and over. When it gets to crazy, you want to puke...or just when you think it's over, Bam, something else happens. In the last couple days, I have come to terms with, I am my own person, and only I can make the path I take.

I take the GRE in 2 weeks. I have applied to 2 graduate schools. The first one being LSU...now if you know me, you know I LOVE LSU. It's a dream of mine to go there. I'm working so hard to get a job over there, and to actually get into LSU. The second place I applied is good ole Southern Miss. What can I say it's easy to get in...so of course it would be my 2nd choice. But, I know no matter what, I'm going to grad-school, and I'm pumped.

My bfffff Courtney is awesome...she's going with me, so I'm not a loner too bad, and stuck in school work like all the time.

anyways, I love Hosea Cracker.....he is awesomely awesome. I'm in love with him.

3 of my 5 fish died tonight....I cried. RIP Bach-3D, Mozart, and Calcium!

Peace and Blessings!